Only the sane people are crazy...
I'm so moody sometimes, and my feelings never make sense overall. Anywho...I'm feeling the pressure again, but more in regards to figuring out my priorities. I do way too much. I like to be active, but I really want to try and focus on the most important things. Like my music...I never practice enough to be on the level I'd like because I don't have enough time to do it. Which means in the future, I may have to give up some things I like for the things I really want and need. But which things are most important? That's what I have to figure out. I think I know, but it's letting go of the other things that so hard. I don't like letting go. That's probably why I have so much stuff...so many memories kept in boxes. I like to reflect every once in a while, but I am rather forgetful. My forgetfulness frustrates me to no end. Maybe is a musician or artist thing, but apparently it's not just me. I lose my car, my wallet, my hat, myself...you name it, I've probably lost it at some point...including my mind :-) But that's ok, only the sane people are crazy...