123: only one way to say those three words- i love you
This post shall now be a general update on DANA'S STATE OF LIFE. Read at your own risk.
So uh. Finals are coming up. As in, next week. Monday is a day for general review, then I have each class for two hours but only two classes a day for the rest of the week, and then it's Friday off. I'm already making plans for Friday because dammit, I want to let loose after studying. Korean barbecue, maybe a movie, and I have half a mind to drag my friends to watch Tangled just because lmfao I cannot get enough of it. THANKS LAE. THANKS SHARI.
But. Right, Finals. I'm not worried about... most of it? Chemistry and WHAP are my biggest issues here. English should be easy since it's just poetry and I can clear that test with ease. Pre-Calculus can probably be wiped out too since it's mostly just basic review and what-not and... ohgosh, simplest things ever, really. It's true that even though I'm not taking Honors Math I'm bored out of my mind, but better bored out of my mind than plummeting to a D with everyone else if you ask me? Then I also have a Japanese final, which should also be a piece of cake. MAYBE A LITTLE COCKY BUT ohgod, I am just completely unconcerned for those classes. Lastly would be the Dance final but well, I'm working with a group so I can hardly say right now. Working on choreography and all that, but... I believe everything will work out!
I'm happy with most of my grades right now except for that C in Chem. Except I sincerely believe that if I kick butt on this Final then I should be in the clear! I understand everything and I'm doing all the homework now, so that should be the last kick that I need. I slacked off quite a bit last chapter, but I think I'm making up for it with this chapter? Hopefully? ;; Think positive! And well, as for WHAP, I just need this Final to secure my B. It's pretty borderline but if I continue to get steadily higher test scores, then I should be alright. As long as I get even an 80% on the Final, it should be fine. I did horribly on the tests in the beginning of the year, so that's why it was so low before but it's pretty easy to bring it up now.
Though that's just the class part of school. The other part is socializing and... eeeek, so much to go through right now. My best friend's trying to help someone else who's depressed and borderline suicidal and I was texting her about it last night because she was just so at a loss. Thankfully I managed to make her feel better but now I'm super concerned about this other person. I've never met him but she's told me about him and it sounds like he's definitely had it rough. I'd like to talk to him myself one day but not through Maya- I wouldn't want him to think that she's betrayed his confidence and told other people about his issues. Though admittedly, I did suggest that she get a professional involved because she really can't take all this on by herself and so I hope it works. I'm never leaving my phone again, though. It helps keep in contact with people, y'know?
Then... there's the other issue. I might've mentioned before that I had a crush on a guy? ... yeah. Not anymore. It's not exactly anything that happened between us, but I do not think positively of him right now. He should not be flirting with a girl who is supposed in a relationship. Admittedly it's shaky and she shouldn't be reciprocating interest but... I am so determined to not get involved with that drama that I'm just not going to bother with him anymore. He's a great friend- he gave me a belated Christmas gift today! I just... can't deal with drama right now, especially not when the other girl's suddenly bothering me about hanging out with him, as if he's her boyfriend. Which he's not.
There's so much going on with her that I just can't stand it. She's flirting with the guy I used to like, and being a total beeeeeeyatch to the guy she is 'going out' with. ;; I've complained about this so many times because oh my gosh, the guy she's going out with is super sweet and a friend of mine. He really likes her and even started liking her because he didn't want to be alone when she was complaining about how no guys like her? I just. /SCREAM girl needs to stop stomping on his heart. ;;
Um. Yeah. I'm done about that bit. asdlf It just makes me so upset aaahhhh
so to talk about something that makes me happy? I'VE KIND OF JUST BEEN RP-ING AT EVERY SPARE MOMENT LATELY.
For a general state of affairs... vatheon has had my attention lately. Non-stop apps lately asdfljadf. I admit that Saya still has to be the reigning queen of my CR there, since I swear if I'm not doing anything with her it feels like I'm not doing anything at all. sob. IT'S HORRIBLE BUT I LOVE MY FLAGSHIP CHARACTER. ;; Not to mention her CR is some of the most interesting I've got asdl;fj. /LOVES THREADING WITH MATTHEW AND TRAIN AND THE ANS CAST FOREVER. EEEEE. Though I do have Jeanne, Natalia, and now Cross too. *A* It's fun to branch out but after just having one character there for so long, it's a little tough adjusting? 8D;; STILL THOUGH. All my characters are cemented in now, and I can't wait for an Allen for Cross to abuse. STILL WANT NAMI FOR MY LUKE- i mean. what. no. she can app wherever she wants ♥♥ And Jeanne's just there, chilling and being cute. |D;;
... wow, Saya even got most of the paragraph. PRIORITIES MUCH? hopefully this will shift and even itself out once I get them all more involved, ffff. VALENTINE'S BALL I CANNOT WAIT OHMYGOD OHMYGOD And the Fighting Tournament tooooooooooooooo. as;ldjfadf WHAT AM I DOING, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ON SLOWATUS
Aaaand now moving on to stuff at somarium... Well, my attention's been away lately but I'm definitely doing everything I can to jump back in now. /o/ Sharon's tagging around and making her connections again, which is definitely a plus. I'm doing that for Boris too so he's involved once more and well, I don't know if I'll ever get him as loud as I had him about a year ago, but I can definitely try to at least do a bit more! There's also Hikaru and Yuzu now~ Admittedly I can't do much for Hikaru solo except for voice/video posts, but it's something at least. I've got Cal as my Kaoru though, so I know everything will work out. ♥ Yuzu's starting to be a little more social now too since I'm actually. paying attention again. ffffffffff.
So now I've got 8 characters and I surely can't handle anymore.
.................................. /quietly plays Resonance of Fate anyway
LAE I HATE YOU. /ends post with that
/puts on a super cheesy subject title
So uh. Finals are coming up. As in, next week. Monday is a day for general review, then I have each class for two hours but only two classes a day for the rest of the week, and then it's Friday off. I'm already making plans for Friday because dammit, I want to let loose after studying. Korean barbecue, maybe a movie, and I have half a mind to drag my friends to watch Tangled just because lmfao I cannot get enough of it. THANKS LAE. THANKS SHARI.
But. Right, Finals. I'm not worried about... most of it? Chemistry and WHAP are my biggest issues here. English should be easy since it's just poetry and I can clear that test with ease. Pre-Calculus can probably be wiped out too since it's mostly just basic review and what-not and... ohgosh, simplest things ever, really. It's true that even though I'm not taking Honors Math I'm bored out of my mind, but better bored out of my mind than plummeting to a D with everyone else if you ask me? Then I also have a Japanese final, which should also be a piece of cake. MAYBE A LITTLE COCKY BUT ohgod, I am just completely unconcerned for those classes. Lastly would be the Dance final but well, I'm working with a group so I can hardly say right now. Working on choreography and all that, but... I believe everything will work out!
I'm happy with most of my grades right now except for that C in Chem. Except I sincerely believe that if I kick butt on this Final then I should be in the clear! I understand everything and I'm doing all the homework now, so that should be the last kick that I need. I slacked off quite a bit last chapter, but I think I'm making up for it with this chapter? Hopefully? ;; Think positive! And well, as for WHAP, I just need this Final to secure my B. It's pretty borderline but if I continue to get steadily higher test scores, then I should be alright. As long as I get even an 80% on the Final, it should be fine. I did horribly on the tests in the beginning of the year, so that's why it was so low before but it's pretty easy to bring it up now.
Though that's just the class part of school. The other part is socializing and... eeeek, so much to go through right now. My best friend's trying to help someone else who's depressed and borderline suicidal and I was texting her about it last night because she was just so at a loss. Thankfully I managed to make her feel better but now I'm super concerned about this other person. I've never met him but she's told me about him and it sounds like he's definitely had it rough. I'd like to talk to him myself one day but not through Maya- I wouldn't want him to think that she's betrayed his confidence and told other people about his issues. Though admittedly, I did suggest that she get a professional involved because she really can't take all this on by herself and so I hope it works. I'm never leaving my phone again, though. It helps keep in contact with people, y'know?
Then... there's the other issue. I might've mentioned before that I had a crush on a guy? ... yeah. Not anymore. It's not exactly anything that happened between us, but I do not think positively of him right now. He should not be flirting with a girl who is supposed in a relationship. Admittedly it's shaky and she shouldn't be reciprocating interest but... I am so determined to not get involved with that drama that I'm just not going to bother with him anymore. He's a great friend- he gave me a belated Christmas gift today! I just... can't deal with drama right now, especially not when the other girl's suddenly bothering me about hanging out with him, as if he's her boyfriend. Which he's not.
There's so much going on with her that I just can't stand it. She's flirting with the guy I used to like, and being a total beeeeeeyatch to the guy she is 'going out' with. ;; I've complained about this so many times because oh my gosh, the guy she's going out with is super sweet and a friend of mine. He really likes her and even started liking her because he didn't want to be alone when she was complaining about how no guys like her? I just. /SCREAM girl needs to stop stomping on his heart. ;;
Um. Yeah. I'm done about that bit. asdlf It just makes me so upset aaahhhh
so to talk about something that makes me happy? I'VE KIND OF JUST BEEN RP-ING AT EVERY SPARE MOMENT LATELY.
For a general state of affairs... vatheon has had my attention lately. Non-stop apps lately asdfljadf. I admit that Saya still has to be the reigning queen of my CR there, since I swear if I'm not doing anything with her it feels like I'm not doing anything at all. sob. IT'S HORRIBLE BUT I LOVE MY FLAGSHIP CHARACTER. ;; Not to mention her CR is some of the most interesting I've got asdl;fj. /LOVES THREADING WITH MATTHEW AND TRAIN AND THE ANS CAST FOREVER. EEEEE. Though I do have Jeanne, Natalia, and now Cross too. *A* It's fun to branch out but after just having one character there for so long, it's a little tough adjusting? 8D;; STILL THOUGH. All my characters are cemented in now, and I can't wait for an Allen for Cross to abuse. STILL WANT NAMI FOR MY LUKE- i mean. what. no. she can app wherever she wants ♥♥ And Jeanne's just there, chilling and being cute. |D;;
... wow, Saya even got most of the paragraph. PRIORITIES MUCH? hopefully this will shift and even itself out once I get them all more involved, ffff. VALENTINE'S BALL I CANNOT WAIT OHMYGOD OHMYGOD And the Fighting Tournament tooooooooooooooo. as;ldjfadf WHAT AM I DOING, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ON SLOWATUS
Aaaand now moving on to stuff at somarium... Well, my attention's been away lately but I'm definitely doing everything I can to jump back in now. /o/ Sharon's tagging around and making her connections again, which is definitely a plus. I'm doing that for Boris too so he's involved once more and well, I don't know if I'll ever get him as loud as I had him about a year ago, but I can definitely try to at least do a bit more! There's also Hikaru and Yuzu now~ Admittedly I can't do much for Hikaru solo except for voice/video posts, but it's something at least. I've got Cal as my Kaoru though, so I know everything will work out. ♥ Yuzu's starting to be a little more social now too since I'm actually. paying attention again. ffffffffff.
So now I've got 8 characters and I surely can't handle anymore.
.................................. /quietly plays Resonance of Fate anyway
LAE I HATE YOU. /ends post with that
/puts on a super cheesy subject title