Feb 25, 2004 16:47
i dont like this feeling. I was doing better, and now my chest hurts. Hurts bad. Feels like somebody is just pushing on it over and over and over. Like i am being crushed alive. I dunno what is going to make it go away. phooey.
So last night I talked to Damen...told him I could no longer talk to him etc...he just goes "ok" but then told me he sent me an e-mail, it was never there. I told him, and he said he would re-send it later. he didn't. I'm scared. the suspense is killing me.
So today is ash Wednesday..i am going to church in a half hour with Meg, Tate, and Carlos. I have no idea what I am gonna give up...maybe Damen?
My sister is coming up tomorrow, and it's Mardi Gras at the bar...good lord help us all. Sarah- please keep your bodacious tata;s in your shirt this time!