Fuck you
So yeah...for those of you who are on my friends list and can see the last journal entry I wrote...FUCK IT.
I no longer feel sorry for Damen Leone. I don't care about anything that has happened to him in the year that I have met him. I am not longer going to try to help him, or "save" him. I am washing my hands of him.
I thought when he IM'd my sister on her b-day that that was his way of trying to get back into my life. Fuck the text messages, fuck me running to my phone every time it beeped. He text messaged me a lot the other night, and we talked on the phone quite a few times. He was drunk though, should have known better. That is the only time he is ever nice to me anyways. I hate him. I have such an intense hatred for him, it is ridiculous.
I talked to Brianna last night, and apparently he too called her, and e-mailed her, and whatever. Begging her to talk to him, begging her to come to the funeral, to come see him, whatever. She didn't go, she said she feels bad for his family, but it doesn't change the way she feels about him. She said her mom went and wouldnt even look at Damen. I know my mom never would either if we were in that situation.
My whole family hates him...I don't even know why I bothered. I loved him so much, and now I just wish I never met him. I'm done.
Blocked his sn's again, took him off my cell. Fuck off.
I no longer feel sorry for Damen Leone. I don't care about anything that has happened to him in the year that I have met him. I am not longer going to try to help him, or "save" him. I am washing my hands of him.
I thought when he IM'd my sister on her b-day that that was his way of trying to get back into my life. Fuck the text messages, fuck me running to my phone every time it beeped. He text messaged me a lot the other night, and we talked on the phone quite a few times. He was drunk though, should have known better. That is the only time he is ever nice to me anyways. I hate him. I have such an intense hatred for him, it is ridiculous.
I talked to Brianna last night, and apparently he too called her, and e-mailed her, and whatever. Begging her to talk to him, begging her to come to the funeral, to come see him, whatever. She didn't go, she said she feels bad for his family, but it doesn't change the way she feels about him. She said her mom went and wouldnt even look at Damen. I know my mom never would either if we were in that situation.
My whole family hates him...I don't even know why I bothered. I loved him so much, and now I just wish I never met him. I'm done.
Blocked his sn's again, took him off my cell. Fuck off.