Jan 22, 2004 12:18
So it has been a week since I have heard from him..Should I take this as his way of breaking up with me? He called Tuesday night at 10:30 according to my cell, but i accidentally hung up, so I called him right back, and his phone was off. I don't know what to do anymore, it's been a week and I am tired of waiting to see if he still wants to be with me...I think I am going to give up on him. I cannot take it anymore, and I have a life too, and my life is not waiting for him to call.
So my b-day is 8 days away..I really don't care. I think I am gonna stay here at school, I really don't feel like being home right now.
My old job here at school lost my last paycheck, I am not very happy about that. It was supposed to come out Jan 8th, and then it never came. So i called my boss at school and she said that she mailed it, that was 2 weeks ago. Well my mom said it still has not come. So i called my boss again, and she said that she mailed it to student accounts, and they probably have it. They don't. So the lady from student accounts called, said she has to call Albany, cancel it, then re-issue a new one. So I will not get paid for another month. I was re-lying on that money for car insurance. FUCKERS. I hate that job so much, I am glad that I quit it, it sucked in the first place.
Well i have no classes today, and the Dreaming Tree is playing in Geneseo tonight at the Statesmen, and they invited me up. I really don't know if I can handle it. sigh. I just don't know what I want to do about anything anymore.