It's something unpredicatble, but in the end it's right, I hope you had the time of your life...

Oct 29, 2003 14:55

Just got back from Damen's not too long ago, and I got some good/bad news. Good news is that he called called for an interview with an architecture firm..bad news..It's in Sarasota Fla. I am so happy for him, cause I know this is what he wants, but at the same rate, it's really upsetting because I don't know if he really means it when he says that he will "wait for me" I only have one semester of school left, but he could get down there and realize in that one semester that he does not want me anymore. sigh, i have no idea what to do. Part of me feels like i am making a big deal out of nothing, because he hasn't even gone to the interview yet, and he does not know if he can even go. But there is still that uncertainty. I know that I would wait forever for him. I don't want anyone else, he's "the one" and I could never imagine this happening. I knew he was eventually going to get a job, but I thought it would be in NY. I cannot type anymore, I don't want to think about it. More later... :/
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