Everyday is a winding road

[sweetheart_xox]

I've been through a lot lately, and I've changed a lot, but I'm still me. I have plans I need to follow through with. I need to start working out hardcore or I'm just going to not eat, which yes I know wouldn't be good, but thats where I am, workout or starve, workout sounds better to me. I find it hard sometimes... to think about everything, about how people are depending on me and how I'm depending on people. I want to help everyone, I know other people are going through hard times to but right, for once, I need to come first, I think I deserve it. So sorry to disappoint you if I have... I think I need more time with friends, I've been getting a lot of time with Paddy and I love it, but I do still have tons of time for the other loves of my life, so ... I've decided we shall do something, sometime, whenever I decide to declare it lol... jk but yea call me

I'M COOL.... GOOOOOOO RED WINGS

what's quixotic anyway?