rainy days
its such a rainy day. and guess what ONE week till my BIRTHDAY! so we went to the office tonight. they had a few drinks and i drove them back. you knowing playing dd isn't that bad, i mean you get to drive a bunch of your friends and make sure they are safe. so that you will have friends come tomorrow. and i am debating on whether i want to really drink next week or just have a few and make that it because i really don't feel like getting drunk. oh yeah guess what! i talked to sheila's bro Ed and he said that he might bring shane up here! he was going to do this weekend but i think shane has to work this weekend because he didn't work last weekend but if so then ed will bring him up here the weekend after my birthday. yay i may get to see him after all, that is given that ed's truck is up and running again because shane doesn't have a way and i am sure his dad won't let him borrow the truck to come up here and stay the night. i hope so that way we will see each other for my birthday and his. man that would be so great because i really want that birthday wish to come true because that is on my list of what i really want. can't wait to see what the family sent me on my dads side because they don't send me shit. my mom's side is really good and loves me so they will send me something good like money. oh yeah i wasn't going to tell my mom my phone number because i didn't want her to know i actually had money and such, but my aunt emailed me last night and told me that momma got a tracfone and that she was going to buy me one for my birthday so i called my mom last night and said no. i would rather her buy me something i need or want rather than something i already have even if she does buy me a cooler phone that i got now, but knowing my luck it would be the same one i already have. i really want a flip phone. that would really be great. well i am going to go, don't really have anything going on.
later
later