back again
Here at school. It's not the same as last year, and I know I can't expect it to be exactly the same- but I really wish it were! The people here are nice, but I don't know them and they are harder to approach than the people were last year. I miss Chris more than anything. I sprayed his cologne on the blanket he put together for me. I wonder if that were a good idea or not because every time I smell it, I feel wonderful but otherwise I'm just not thrilled. I'm drinking cappuccino, at 10 at night... waiting for my roomate to get out of the shower (the guy's across the hall let us borrow theirs because ours has scalding water) so that I can use it. Chris was supposed to call around 9 but hasn't... I wonder if he will. He had bowling tonight for work, but it started about 7ish, so who really knows. I have my first day of classes tomorrow and he does as well, plus- training at my work, Dunkin Donuts! Interesting, it really will be. I want to get a job tomorrow too, I really hope they hire me for just several hours a week! I need $$$. Anywho, I want to be happy. Maybe when I get busy with my school work and meet more people in the theatre program here I will warm up to life. Right now, though, I just can't wait to get my butt back home in like 2 weeks for Labor Day weekend... long train ride is a million times more worth it because I can lay in his arms again. We're so close now it's killing me to be apart. Ok, rant done... I'm going to finish my cappuccino and smell my blanket and then shower, hopefully talk wiht Chris, and sleep until class tomorrow! woot....