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I am just not happy where my life is right now. I don’t think I have ever been so scatter brained! I hate sleeping in a different place every night. I hate sleeping alone at night. I hate wishing my life away. I hate school right now because I just don’t care about it. It is keeping me from getting what I want.
I have decided that I can’t wait 12 more months to make a change. “The Big Change”. I think making the change 6 months earlier and cherishing the change 6 months before is a lot better than wishing the 6 months I will be waiting extra didn’t even exist.
I need this change! I am ready for this change! I have been ready for a long while. It’s what I need to make me whole, to make my life make sense, to make me happy, to make me the person I want to be.
I hope everyone understands but I feel many will only criticize, especially the people that mean the most to me. I have already broken the news to one of the most important ones. I was asked me to make a list of good and bad reasons for each time. I stare looking at a paper that is blank. The pros are the same for both so I try to look for differences. There are only two, but the two are big and very important. But my mind and my soul tell me to look past both.
I can’t have this feeling for 12 more months. Happiness is very important, so why not get it as soon as you can. I know there will be rough times but the bumps in the road are what makes it fun and what makes it all worth it in the end.
I am ready! I am ready to buckle my seat belt and start my journey!
I have decided that I can’t wait 12 more months to make a change. “The Big Change”. I think making the change 6 months earlier and cherishing the change 6 months before is a lot better than wishing the 6 months I will be waiting extra didn’t even exist.
I need this change! I am ready for this change! I have been ready for a long while. It’s what I need to make me whole, to make my life make sense, to make me happy, to make me the person I want to be.
I hope everyone understands but I feel many will only criticize, especially the people that mean the most to me. I have already broken the news to one of the most important ones. I was asked me to make a list of good and bad reasons for each time. I stare looking at a paper that is blank. The pros are the same for both so I try to look for differences. There are only two, but the two are big and very important. But my mind and my soul tell me to look past both.
I can’t have this feeling for 12 more months. Happiness is very important, so why not get it as soon as you can. I know there will be rough times but the bumps in the road are what makes it fun and what makes it all worth it in the end.
I am ready! I am ready to buckle my seat belt and start my journey!