WOW, It has been a while.
I haven't updated this in a while. I thought I should since a lot has been going on in my life lately.
Most of you already know, but my last entry was about my sister. Her husband after a year of being married decided that he was going to leave. He told her that he just didn't like being married and he didn't get to see her much so he fell out of love. (my sister works night shift and he works day) I never thought that this was going to happen to them. I mean you hear about so many people getting divorce but I have never had to deal with it or be around it. They were together about 6 years before they even got married so it's not like they didn't know each other. I guess he just wasn't ready. I know that it is terrible to say and I feel so bad for my sister but a lot of good things have come out of this for me.
I am staying at my sisters four nights a week when she doesn't work. It is pretty awesome. Doing what I want and when I want to do it, with out parents. I'm not staying here the nights she works but I do stay here pretty late which gives me and Alex alot of alone time. I think it is something we need. We need to know what it is going to be like coming home to someone after work...and I have loved it. It's awesome. I can't wait to do it everyday!!
Since this all happened I have become so close to my two favorite people in the world! Angie and I have always been close but I have gotten to know so much about her that I never knew before. I love living with her and spending so much more time with her than I ever have before. She's an awesome and strong person. I hope for her that one day she will be happy again. Maybe this just wasn't meant to be and there is something else out there for her.
My relationship with Alex has grown so much in the past month. We have learned so much from this whole thing. When it first happened I wasn't spending much time with Alex. He was very supportive and told me that my sister was the most important thing right now and he understood. I kind of pushed him away. In a way I thought if Brian and Angie can't make it how can me and alex. I started questioning everything that alex did or said. I was so surprised at how he handled the whole thing. It took some time but after many times reassuring me things worked out. The things that I used to take for granted about him I now cherish because you never know when they might just go away. I have opened myself up to him in ways I never thought I would. I know that he has never judged me at all but there were still things that I was holding back from him because of my own ideas of myself. It's like our spark is back. You know how at the begining you think about a person constantly and just get giggly and smile when you think about the person and then as time goes by the less the spark is and it just becomes a day to day process. Now, I can't wait for him to get off work. I can't wait for him to call me. I just want to be with him. It is such a great feeling. I hope I have it forever.
My grades fell to of course. I have to keep a 3.0 for my internship and I got 4 Bs and a C, which is 2.8. I am on probation. I have to get a 3.2 next semester. My class are going to be pretty hard but hopefully I can do it. Here are my classes:
Intermediate Accounting 2
Managerial Cost Accounting
Operations Management
Taxation
Computer Info Systems 300
Good Luck to me :) haha
I hope everyone has a great Holiday! WOW Christmas came fast!!!!
Most of you already know, but my last entry was about my sister. Her husband after a year of being married decided that he was going to leave. He told her that he just didn't like being married and he didn't get to see her much so he fell out of love. (my sister works night shift and he works day) I never thought that this was going to happen to them. I mean you hear about so many people getting divorce but I have never had to deal with it or be around it. They were together about 6 years before they even got married so it's not like they didn't know each other. I guess he just wasn't ready. I know that it is terrible to say and I feel so bad for my sister but a lot of good things have come out of this for me.
I am staying at my sisters four nights a week when she doesn't work. It is pretty awesome. Doing what I want and when I want to do it, with out parents. I'm not staying here the nights she works but I do stay here pretty late which gives me and Alex alot of alone time. I think it is something we need. We need to know what it is going to be like coming home to someone after work...and I have loved it. It's awesome. I can't wait to do it everyday!!
Since this all happened I have become so close to my two favorite people in the world! Angie and I have always been close but I have gotten to know so much about her that I never knew before. I love living with her and spending so much more time with her than I ever have before. She's an awesome and strong person. I hope for her that one day she will be happy again. Maybe this just wasn't meant to be and there is something else out there for her.
My relationship with Alex has grown so much in the past month. We have learned so much from this whole thing. When it first happened I wasn't spending much time with Alex. He was very supportive and told me that my sister was the most important thing right now and he understood. I kind of pushed him away. In a way I thought if Brian and Angie can't make it how can me and alex. I started questioning everything that alex did or said. I was so surprised at how he handled the whole thing. It took some time but after many times reassuring me things worked out. The things that I used to take for granted about him I now cherish because you never know when they might just go away. I have opened myself up to him in ways I never thought I would. I know that he has never judged me at all but there were still things that I was holding back from him because of my own ideas of myself. It's like our spark is back. You know how at the begining you think about a person constantly and just get giggly and smile when you think about the person and then as time goes by the less the spark is and it just becomes a day to day process. Now, I can't wait for him to get off work. I can't wait for him to call me. I just want to be with him. It is such a great feeling. I hope I have it forever.
My grades fell to of course. I have to keep a 3.0 for my internship and I got 4 Bs and a C, which is 2.8. I am on probation. I have to get a 3.2 next semester. My class are going to be pretty hard but hopefully I can do it. Here are my classes:
Intermediate Accounting 2
Managerial Cost Accounting
Operations Management
Taxation
Computer Info Systems 300
Good Luck to me :) haha
I hope everyone has a great Holiday! WOW Christmas came fast!!!!