Mondays just aren't fun...
I have to admit, today wasn't AS bad as Friday, but it could've been better. But, I guess you kinda have to expect Mondays to be bad. It was even worse cuz I did NOT want to get up this morning. I stayed on the phone with my future hubby until about 1 AM and man was I feelin it this morning! But, he's worth it. Speaking of, he had an interview yesterday at some club up there. At first, I was so mad that he could even think of tryin to get another job... I know it sounds selfish, but if he gets a new job then that's even LONGER till he can come and see me. And with my schedule, I never know when I'm working and not.. Not to mention, I went up there last. But, I talked to him about it and he told me that if he were to get this job that he'd be making a lot more money then what he is at CVS and so in the long run it'd be better for us. Then.. he can, and I quote "get an apartment and you can come move up here w/me and not have to worry about paying bills for a while till you get on your feet". Well, then I felt like an ass for even saying anything, but I guess it's ok cuz how was i supposed to know that that's what he was plannin on doing...? But, I guess we'll see what happens with that.. He doesn't think he'll get it but only God can say for sure just yet.
Yesterday my Mom called me and said that Rex's family had invited all of us to go to the family condo for a lil cook out and to play some Big Bertha (a game in which we're all obsessed w/right now..) Well, it was in Pompano (which is where Ashley lives) so, I agreed but I drove down myself b/c I wasn't ready when they were. So, Leo came by and hung out w/me for a lil while b4 I got ready. Then, I took a shower and went to go pick up ashley. There was an over turned car on 95 right by my exit.. A kid that couldn't of been too much younger then me was laying on the ground with a bunch of paramedics around him.. Didn't look good at all. Then I got to Ashley's house and my mom and Rex still hadn't gotten there and would call me when they did to give me directions. So, Ash and I decided to go chill w/this kid real quick.. LMAO was that a joke or what! He was a tad bit weird... Now I see where ashley gets it from... lol Anyways, we went to the cookout... played some cards and then left at about 10:15 since I had to be up for work today at 7. Well, on our way to Ashley's we saw this guy in this car, and I tell you wut, his mustang was SO sexy! I wanted to steal it so bad! It was beautiful... After we followed him for a lil while I took Ash home, drove home myself, got ready 4 bed and talked to my hunnie until 1...
Not a bad ending to my weekend.But now I'm sitting here, by myself... I made dinner which was supposed to be for me and my brother and my parents were supposed to be home soon to eat too but they still aren't home and my brother ended up not eating either b/c he decided to go see Garfield with that hoochie i don't like. And now I'm all alone... And when I'm alone, I think too much... Like how I really wish I could start saving money so I can move back up to GA to live with Daniel... And how I'm so confused even about that b/c I don't know if it's going to really happen. Seeing how I went thru a bunch of crap with Clift when he told me pretty much the same stuff Daniel tells me... It's hard to trust guys when you've been through such crap so much. But, I'm putting my heart on the line and trusting Daniel. He hasn't given me a reason not too.. Guess only time will tell if it was worth it... We'll see.....
Yesterday my Mom called me and said that Rex's family had invited all of us to go to the family condo for a lil cook out and to play some Big Bertha (a game in which we're all obsessed w/right now..) Well, it was in Pompano (which is where Ashley lives) so, I agreed but I drove down myself b/c I wasn't ready when they were. So, Leo came by and hung out w/me for a lil while b4 I got ready. Then, I took a shower and went to go pick up ashley. There was an over turned car on 95 right by my exit.. A kid that couldn't of been too much younger then me was laying on the ground with a bunch of paramedics around him.. Didn't look good at all. Then I got to Ashley's house and my mom and Rex still hadn't gotten there and would call me when they did to give me directions. So, Ash and I decided to go chill w/this kid real quick.. LMAO was that a joke or what! He was a tad bit weird... Now I see where ashley gets it from... lol Anyways, we went to the cookout... played some cards and then left at about 10:15 since I had to be up for work today at 7. Well, on our way to Ashley's we saw this guy in this car, and I tell you wut, his mustang was SO sexy! I wanted to steal it so bad! It was beautiful... After we followed him for a lil while I took Ash home, drove home myself, got ready 4 bed and talked to my hunnie until 1...
Not a bad ending to my weekend.But now I'm sitting here, by myself... I made dinner which was supposed to be for me and my brother and my parents were supposed to be home soon to eat too but they still aren't home and my brother ended up not eating either b/c he decided to go see Garfield with that hoochie i don't like. And now I'm all alone... And when I'm alone, I think too much... Like how I really wish I could start saving money so I can move back up to GA to live with Daniel... And how I'm so confused even about that b/c I don't know if it's going to really happen. Seeing how I went thru a bunch of crap with Clift when he told me pretty much the same stuff Daniel tells me... It's hard to trust guys when you've been through such crap so much. But, I'm putting my heart on the line and trusting Daniel. He hasn't given me a reason not too.. Guess only time will tell if it was worth it... We'll see.....