And many years later...

[sweetheart01]

And around 4 years later... all those boy problems seems pretty dumb. I guess you live and you learn. I can't believe I even found this thing after all that time, and it still works to use. haha. Just think livejournal.... ohhh that old thing before myspace and facebook! It's funny to think that in 4 years I'll be laughing at my myspace and facebook too. Hopefully not over stupid boys though, because i think for now i am pretty lucky in that area. I go to UVA now, hint the color. it's pretty exciting, because i NEVER thought i would get in. I'm majoring in nursing, and i think back in 8th grade i still wanted to be a marine biologist. things change i guess, but its pretty exciting. Since i wrote all that stuff so much has changed in my life. haha. i dont even know where to begin. 10th grade- what do i remember? i was a volleyball captain, and we went undefeated the whole season :) I sucked that year in soccer haha. i almost quit, and wasnt going to play my junior year. first year of jazz choir. that was nice. i felt all special because i got picked to be in the older girls group with laura, and audrey, etc. haha um JUNIOR year- varsity vball, made it to state semifinals, soccer-played as a defender and got MVP defense. Jazz Choir trip to bahamas! Homecoming with jonathan lol, and PROM- breaking up with alan like 2 weeks before and going alone, trying to go with our cute waiter thanks to joshua. ironic? haha NURSING class that year- washing old men! and being number one in the nursing class...oh i was so excited & thats when i knew nursing was sooo for me! Becoming a certified nurses aid. mmmhmmm thought i was hott stuff. =) Senior year- Volleyball captain, and volleyball starting off so sucky and i wanted to quit because i knew we'd never be like the team before was. Meeting that boy in the hall during senior project who changed my life. "Old Macdonald had a farm, e i e i o, and on his farm he had a lumberjack..." yeah yeah cow bells everywhere! Homecoming- kathys house, the parking lot, homecoming court. Getting his jacket the night of the game and making him freeze to death =( Oct. 15th made everything official, couch talking. halloween & vandalizism: the two don't mix. yes ma'am. our song. my birthday, the car ride home... um can we please stop. no, like now. getting our cars on the same day, and me getting my license eventually.(took me long enough, and such a scary process.... but my sexy car was soo worth it), Christmas, and New Years Eve. "I want that Job" - i hope you have that job. Valentine's Day- cheesecake factory & my first vday with a boyfriend. lol i had almost given up on that holiday. Josh's birthday, T.G.I fridays, and getting to see him after he'd been in pittsburg for spring break. Soccer season- captaina n mvp defense again. (prob didnt deserve it) wasnt very good, but god i miss my sports. the people and the game. everything. Oh, and the breaks between classes at college and HS. they were amazing. that day getting to go djs house and snuggling on the couch. Getting roses to solve all the problems that he didnt even know i had haha. going ice skating, and to the movies. different dinner dates and always trying new things. visiting him as a lifeguard at the Y and surprising him with subway... because i can't help trying to make him fall in love with me. soo food is his weakness lol. Singing at baccalaurate, ohh and sports games. Graduation & all night graduation. driving really really fast, but it being completely worth it. BEACH WEEK. enough said. haha the trust for each other and roles in taking care of one another played out perfectly. water. (i think thats self explanatory) haha finding you in the closet. ohh dear. Ride home after busch gardens, knowing we could do that. we could do this. forever. cute surpise dates to the park to feed the ducks and give u a poem lol. Prom, getting to sleep at your house. and ride in the limo! And me being just as nervous as homecoming. still getting butterflies. um, lawn mower guy? haha scary. laying out on the dock, and looking up at the stars. first time saying i love you and really meaning it. WOW LOTS OF MEMORIES.

i love you joshua. see look what u have given me. in just one year that i remember compared to all the others. pretty impressive.