Feb 16, 2005 23:19
I am feeling suffocated. locked in. held down.
its not so bad really, but i think i need a time-out.
I am sleepy and overwhelmed. I am crabby and defiant. I am intriguing yet predictable.
I am living on the edge, silently hoping it will fall off and take me somewhere new. somewhere fresh and uninhibited. untouched.
and to speak in english, what i'm trying to say is that while i will probably remain discontent, i refuse to fuel any futile wars. i refuse to adjust my morals and my intellect to stay part of the group. i know there are many of you that support me, and you know who you are. thank you.
Brenna was/is so smart. I hope she knows I think of her daily.