Aug 31, 2003 14:35
kellen and i broke up tonight. after lots of tears, we kind of decided that it would be best.
i'm scared that its for real this time.
i dont know how i'm going to live my life without him. i hope i dont have to but i'm scared that that will be the only way.
i'm a mess. i have so much to say and not enough patience to say it. i dont know if anyone will ever know how much i loved him.
if you refer to an earlier post, you will see that i am not a big fan of change.