All good things must come to an end....
...but that doesn't mean I have to like it.
I just got back from a WONDERFUL time in Jersey with Brian. I flew out to spend some time with him and to go to his cousin's wedding with him. We had a really great time. I got to finally give him his birthday presents, which I think he liked. He says I spoil him, but I like to so I guess that's okay.
On Saturday we went to Adrienne's wedding, which was nice. Her dress was beautiful and it seems like her and John are going to be happy together. I couldn't help but feel a little jealous though. I always do at weddings. It's not that I want to get married right now. I'm not in a rush for the alter or anything but... it's hard to explain. I'd like to be engaged I guess. We want to spend our lives together so I don't see anything wrong with making that commitment. But, I guess in due time...
On Sunday we went sailing with Brian's dad, his dad's French girlfriend Natalie, his cousin Phil and Phil's dad, Phil. Haha. It was fun. But I definitely couldn't do sailing on a regular basis. I would die of boredom probably. It was nice as an activity but to live that kind of life would dirve me insane. Especially with Natalie. Control. Freak.
I'm just really glad that we had such a nice visit. It's nice to feel those good feelings again after spending so much time apart and stressed out. I feel pretty relieved and reassured now, which is good. I was a little uneasy because things have just been really tough lately. I know we can make it through the next nine months until I graduate and then everything will be wonderful all the time. We won't have to do the "goodbye" thing all the time. We won't have to be lonely and missing each other all the time. I can't wait to be done with school so we can finally be together like a normal, happy couple. We've got the "in love" thing down....now we just need some permanent time together........
i love you baby.
I just got back from a WONDERFUL time in Jersey with Brian. I flew out to spend some time with him and to go to his cousin's wedding with him. We had a really great time. I got to finally give him his birthday presents, which I think he liked. He says I spoil him, but I like to so I guess that's okay.
On Saturday we went to Adrienne's wedding, which was nice. Her dress was beautiful and it seems like her and John are going to be happy together. I couldn't help but feel a little jealous though. I always do at weddings. It's not that I want to get married right now. I'm not in a rush for the alter or anything but... it's hard to explain. I'd like to be engaged I guess. We want to spend our lives together so I don't see anything wrong with making that commitment. But, I guess in due time...
On Sunday we went sailing with Brian's dad, his dad's French girlfriend Natalie, his cousin Phil and Phil's dad, Phil. Haha. It was fun. But I definitely couldn't do sailing on a regular basis. I would die of boredom probably. It was nice as an activity but to live that kind of life would dirve me insane. Especially with Natalie. Control. Freak.
I'm just really glad that we had such a nice visit. It's nice to feel those good feelings again after spending so much time apart and stressed out. I feel pretty relieved and reassured now, which is good. I was a little uneasy because things have just been really tough lately. I know we can make it through the next nine months until I graduate and then everything will be wonderful all the time. We won't have to do the "goodbye" thing all the time. We won't have to be lonely and missing each other all the time. I can't wait to be done with school so we can finally be together like a normal, happy couple. We've got the "in love" thing down....now we just need some permanent time together........
i love you baby.