Mar 22, 2005 10:04
well here i am. an actual journal entry. not much goin on in my life. still working at blockbuster and the track. although i'm planning on quitting the track before summer. hoping to have a car this summer too. starting to actually save my money. still no luck in the girl department. still got a lil crush on amanda but i don't see anything happening with that. i had my chance last year and blew it. i dunno if i'm her type of guy anyway. i think i'm just gonna accept that i gotta sit back and wait. i'll find the girl for me eventually...just need to wait for it to happen. i know it will. meanwhile i should just focus on getting myself a car and getting myself to college. those are the important things right now.
i mean i'm a nice guy. i have a lot to offer to a relationship. i'll find a girl soon and be happy. i mean my friend devon has finally found a girl and he's happier than he's ever been. so if i wait it will eventually happen and i just gotta tell myself that. anyway...nothing else to really say so i think i'm gonna end this entry. told you i didn't have much to write about. lol.