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well I just realized I want my life to bo a little more like normal teenagers but I can't cuz everything seems so wrong. I just read natalie's lj and just wanted to my life to be like hers or somebody else's, I dont care but I just want another life. Everything seems so right on natalie's lj that I just don't believe that that can't happen to me . My sweet sixteen is less than in a month but its going to suck and plus my mom is not coming so it just sux. I haven't decided to stay or to leave but I am still thinking I guess, but I might stay...most likely