what i miss
i miss what we had. more than anything i think thats what i miss most. i miss the love and respect that we both had for each other. i miss only feeling happy. i miss him too, dont get me wrong. i really do, and thats not love blurred vision. i miss his demeanor, and his laugh, and when he smiles so sweetly. i miss hie eyes and his music and the way he held me. and i miss not missing him.