this boy
I liked him around a year ago and I guess he started to like me then too. but then I changed a little as a person and there was this other guy so I stopped liking Josh., lets call him Josh.The thing is even though I stopped liking him he still liked me. I had my friends coming up to me saying " did you see the way he looked at you" or " I can't believe he sent you another message" and I smiled but I fought so hard not to like him. I still kinda am or I probably wouldn't be writing this note. He just wasn't my visioned guy you kno at first glance he stands ackward with shaggy brown hair and you wouldn't reallytalk to him if it wasn't for who HE is.. to be honest when he gets his hair cut he looks a lot like johnny depp with intense blue gray eyes. but most of the time Josh is clean and just doesn't care to much about anything else. and he's soooo weird. He's stranger then I am. thats pretty bad. but he's gentle and kind. HALARIOUS. and his personality constantly allows a girl to be laughing at one his jokes. I'm still fighting not to like him. but today he talked about God. With a passion. it doesn't matter if it's God whenever you see a guy talk about something with passion it's hot. but with him the passion was not neccessarily an obvious blatant bam in ya face. no. His words were calm and quiet but inense and burning bright when he revealed his inner thoughts. I couldn't help but think how could a guy like that like a girl like me. andnow I can't stop smiling. hee hee. I'm still fighting...but I'm probably just lying to myself.