Well, I'm down and I'm strange..
People are strange when you’re a stranger
Faces look ugly when you’re alone..
Sometimes, even when surrounded by people I care about my influence seems futile. I feel.. strange. I look at negative aspects too much and it's starting to worry me. I think I'm falling into my old anxiety-filled, overly-frustrated moods. I've gotten over-the-top pushy lately. I'm really starting to hate the way I do things.
I have two days of school left, then I have to do internet schooling to do my diploma. I'm really stressed-out about that. I hate everything at this moment. Ok, so I don't hate Jinx. The way he looks into my eyes when he knows I'm upset about something is extremely reassuring that even when I feel "down" or "strange" I have him to make things a little brighter. I'm not giving him enough chances, or room. What's happening to the happy, flare-filled me? The me that Jinx fell in love with has dwindled a little because of everything lately. I can't wait until the stress of school and everything that goes along with it is over.
Goodnight
Nums
Streets are uneven..
when you're down.. when you're strange.
Faces look ugly when you’re alone..
Sometimes, even when surrounded by people I care about my influence seems futile. I feel.. strange. I look at negative aspects too much and it's starting to worry me. I think I'm falling into my old anxiety-filled, overly-frustrated moods. I've gotten over-the-top pushy lately. I'm really starting to hate the way I do things.
I have two days of school left, then I have to do internet schooling to do my diploma. I'm really stressed-out about that. I hate everything at this moment. Ok, so I don't hate Jinx. The way he looks into my eyes when he knows I'm upset about something is extremely reassuring that even when I feel "down" or "strange" I have him to make things a little brighter. I'm not giving him enough chances, or room. What's happening to the happy, flare-filled me? The me that Jinx fell in love with has dwindled a little because of everything lately. I can't wait until the stress of school and everything that goes along with it is over.
Goodnight
Nums
Streets are uneven..
when you're down.. when you're strange.