For real though. Turn off brain.
Sometimes it's really difficult for me to just turn everything off. As it turns out, this is the time of year where I can't do a damn thing to push back memory lane.
It's scary. It's also scary going this long without you. But there's no changing things now.
Terry's anniversary is coming up and well shit, I can't wait to relive that. Oh wait, I wish I'd never been through that in the first place.
At least I have Tyree and Tiffany. How I'd make it through this time of year without them, I have no clue. It's going to be so incredibly scary when I move away.
My brain can't handle fic right now, yet this is the first time I've read in months. Fic about addiction, heartbreak, longing, love. It's all hitting too close to home. And the schmoopy ones about love and happiness are making me wish I had that.
I just really need to talk to Matt. But he probably can't yet. What did I do to that poor kid? Crap.
Well, bedtime.
Adios, kids.
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