Apr 11, 2006 22:05
^^ But how you ask does Faith deal with having a lousy, depressing day- a headache & tons of homework to do....?
She drinks Smirnoff alone-ohh yes ladies & gents, Faith is getting wasted on her own-sad huh, I'm feeling extremely lousy today so I'm drinking. Yup Yup.
I am really stressed out, and feeling kinda sad & a lil lonely, so right now this is how I'm dealing with it, it should be making me feel better, but somehow it's not.....
I wish I could disappear, but I won't, I refuse to let you win, you should disappear and I can't help it thats how I feel right now...
Info for ya'll I have a lot of work to do & a lot of shit going on personally, and I'm also not free on here anymore to be as open as I'm used to being and I feel I can't say whatever I want any longer-it just gets examined with a fine tooth comb...
When I return I may debate making this friends-only-we'll have to see what happens at that time. But with the semester almost over-unless its something major I prolly won't update until school & finals are over with, I need to concentrate on real life stuff and not on dumb online nonsense and right now this is just my procrastination, my basic distraction.
I apoligize to ya'll. But look at it this way, if your important to me in this life and whats going on with you is important to me, I'll find time to know about it, feel free to leave me comments whatever, I will check it everyday but updates may become few & far between for a few weeks. Messages would make me cheer up if I do happen to feel like I do now, which I forsee me feeling for a while..... sadly.
Thats all I got for now, until then I'm out lata & Happy [early] Easter to everyone! Time to concentrate on school & life....
ILY Jesse <3