Faded regrets I'm drowning in....
So I totally love my Human Sexuality class! My teacher gave us condoms today [they glow in the dark!] She told us to try them out and let her know! Ohhh believe me I shall be, I told the fool about it when I talked to him online tonight and he's like cool can't wait to use them, and I can't either, I'm frustrated like that recently, its not enough lately, its like I need it all the time thing lol. But yeah my teachers an awesome lady lol. I think its such a great class. I've learned so much from it.
So I've been kinda down today, a lil lonely, and thats not even the right word, don't know why really. For the most part I'm pretty happy... maybe a better word is content... I dunno. But I feel restless and I have no motivation but I am so bored all at the same time. SIGH.
So Nikki ditched me.......... again tonight, I totally give up on her... whatever, I'm getting used to being ditched I guess, i just assume not bother with people anymore... except for the ones I spend my life with, the ones who obviously mean something since there with me and involved in what happens in my life.
Blah. On another note, I talked to Shawn on AIM tonight, first time since the end of October I talked to him, he's dating a girl and lost his virginity to her.... I was shocked, but he used to be my best guy friend and he was there for me a lot after the whole James drama, it was nice to talk to him, I miss him, so I was sooooo happy for him!!!
But yeah thats my "rants" for today. I'm done, thats all for now. I'm out. lata loves :)
I love you Jesse your a silly cute fool! <333 [smooch]
So I've been kinda down today, a lil lonely, and thats not even the right word, don't know why really. For the most part I'm pretty happy... maybe a better word is content... I dunno. But I feel restless and I have no motivation but I am so bored all at the same time. SIGH.
So Nikki ditched me.......... again tonight, I totally give up on her... whatever, I'm getting used to being ditched I guess, i just assume not bother with people anymore... except for the ones I spend my life with, the ones who obviously mean something since there with me and involved in what happens in my life.
Blah. On another note, I talked to Shawn on AIM tonight, first time since the end of October I talked to him, he's dating a girl and lost his virginity to her.... I was shocked, but he used to be my best guy friend and he was there for me a lot after the whole James drama, it was nice to talk to him, I miss him, so I was sooooo happy for him!!!
But yeah thats my "rants" for today. I'm done, thats all for now. I'm out. lata loves :)
I love you Jesse your a silly cute fool! <333 [smooch]