Feb 15, 2004 10:24
Hey yeah i got a new sn.... Br0kenHearted14 ....and i think you guys all know why its that so dont ask....
im not scared to admit this anymore i need ben he still means the world to me i think about him all day long... i cant fall asleep at night knowing that i am still in love with him but he is not in love with me anymore... i know what i did wrong and i think about it all the time... i guess i didnt realize that i bossed him around i mean its not like i mean too and i know i cant go back in the past and change that ughh im SOO sorry ben you have no idea... when you told me what i did i didnt want to believe it but now that i dont have you i realize how much i need you to say alive i hope that someday you will forgive me.... please comment or call or something so we can talk ..