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so ive been kinda down lately... not to badly though.... I've come to realize that a lot of people are mad at eachother. I'm glad no one is mad at me... I hate it when people are mad at me... I don't really know what to think anymore about everyone around me. I suppose I've lost my grip on everything... I use to know what was going on and stuff but I am just out of the loop. The only person besides adam who tries to hang otu with me outside of school is betsey.. I'm kinda happy that no one else tries... kayla says she tries but no she doesn't. I try to call her everyday. I can never get a hold of her and i am sick of calling her cellphone just so sean can answer it and tell me "oh ill tell her you called." i dunno I love her but she doesnt even know me anymore. And she is gonna get all pissed off when she reads this, but hey I've always been the bitch that speaks her mind. lacie knows me really well but we don't hang out outside of school... it doesn't really bother me that i dont hang out with anyone... i'm happy with hanging out with Adam and Betsey all the time. But it would be nice if people who say something, makeing plans with me would actually do it. but whatever i dont really care... I'm just bored and decided to write about this ...