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Well hmmm... had a couple beers... keep forgetting that they are downers... makes me depressed... adam bought me flowers the day before yesterday :-)... first time for everything... he came to my house today... My mom and I dropped him off on our way to go get my brother in auburn... wowi miss auburn so much... I miss my friends... I miss my school... the parties... the mentality that most people have there... I love it... on the walk back home from _____ house tonite i stepped on a fuckin dead skunk... it was road kill and I sorta slid... talk about nasty! I have to be up for 8 30 i nthe mornin to go to a bottle drive for cheering... this is going to suck... but o well...
~i love you and you'll never know, or understand why and how much... i wish I could tell you everything.... and you prolly read this and you prolly know that I am talking about you... but i dont think you understand... or maybe you do and maybe it is true what everyone says about you being emotionless and heartless and maybe you just dont care... i dont believe that though... i've held you while you cried... and now i know what it is like~
*i need a lullaby kiss goodnight. angel sweet love of my life* AJL you have shown me what it is like to be cared about... i hope that i can learn to be caring......
~i love you and you'll never know, or understand why and how much... i wish I could tell you everything.... and you prolly read this and you prolly know that I am talking about you... but i dont think you understand... or maybe you do and maybe it is true what everyone says about you being emotionless and heartless and maybe you just dont care... i dont believe that though... i've held you while you cried... and now i know what it is like~
*i need a lullaby kiss goodnight. angel sweet love of my life* AJL you have shown me what it is like to be cared about... i hope that i can learn to be caring......