Jul 13, 2005 19:49
holy moly..havent filled this out in like 17billion years.
uumm..i think im growin grey hair cuz of how stressed ive been
were movin and we have like 700million things and the house has to be clean 24/7 cuz ppl are viewin it left n right, my moms stressin cuz of her bf n my dad n crap..my dads stressin cuz of college
im stressin at the littlest shit lately i dont even understand it, like on the phone if someone doesnt understand what im sayin or sumthin ill just b like forget it nevermind, and like i feel like im just an overall shitty person latrely, i dono. certain someone keeps tellihn me i treat everyone like shit, which makes the hole situation like 10 times worse. and on top of that i dont even know what i want nemore..AHHHHHHH im so confused
i dont even know what to write n what not 2 write...shit.
annd my money situation isnt exactly grand. i absolutly LOVE workin @ this resturant, i love my managers, i love all the people i work with, i love the hours, and i hate the pay. i'm askin for a raise n if they cant im gona have to quit...which i HATE to say...ERRR. i just got offered this job as a secretary, makin $10 an hr, under the table..i dont even wanna finish typin this
goodnight