(no subject)
I'm awful awful awful.
But that isn't old news.
I wish I could just stay liking a boy
when I say I like him.
I have only had two boys
come into my life that I would actually
be able to stand for more than a month.
&&& what do they do?
Walk away.
Maybe that's why I want them so bad?
IDK. But I don't care.
I'm sick of playing games with peopes heads.
BUT. I don't want to settle for second best.
BUT. I also don't want to have my first best
only to find out that they are settling.
It sounded so much better when I had this
conversation outloud with Leah. Ugh.
Boys are dumb. but Girls are dumb too.
Girls like me.
FUUUUUUUCK.
But that isn't old news.
I wish I could just stay liking a boy
when I say I like him.
I have only had two boys
come into my life that I would actually
be able to stand for more than a month.
&&& what do they do?
Walk away.
Maybe that's why I want them so bad?
IDK. But I don't care.
I'm sick of playing games with peopes heads.
BUT. I don't want to settle for second best.
BUT. I also don't want to have my first best
only to find out that they are settling.
It sounded so much better when I had this
conversation outloud with Leah. Ugh.
Boys are dumb. but Girls are dumb too.
Girls like me.
FUUUUUUUCK.