Jul 12, 2006 23:36
I'm tired. I need to go to Detroit to see Nicole. I need change.
I'm thinking if my dad moves to Arizona. I will have to go with.
I couldn't live here without him. Lets cross our fingers,
and hope he goes. I'm getting frustrated because everyone
is signing up for college and telling me I need to.
This is my life let me do what I want to do. I don't even
know if I'm going to live here this winter let alone go to
college here thank you. I think I've been sitting in Staci's house
too long. It's given me way to much time to think about stupid shit.
It's summer, I don't want to have to think. Hah.
Not to change the subject or anything. But why the fuck did they tear
down the taco bell on henry?
Anyways. I have to work tomorrow from 10-4.
Then Panic! at the Delta Plex. I couldn't resist.
I finally got closure today. & even though
It wasn't exactly what I wanted to hear.
All I can do is sit back & smile like everything is
alright. Atleast someone gets to be happy.
I think I might be crazy. lol. skjdfksdf. Fucksfsah.
I hate long livejournal posts. But here I am
being a hypocrite like usual right? Right.
Oh Oh Oh. I learned how to play texas holdem tonight.
& I suck. But I try. & it's fun but addicting.
take some pointers:
when I run away from you...follow me
if i don't call...i'm waiting by the phone for your call
when I hang up on you... call me back
when I pout my lips...kiss me
when I kick...hug me
When I call you crazy...I'm crazy about you
When I'm silent...I'm thinking of how to say I love you
When I ignore you...I want all your attention
When I pull away...grab me by the waist and tell me you'll never let me go
When you see me at my worst...tell me I'm beautiful
When I scream at you...tell me you love me
When you see me walking...sneak up behind me and rest your head on my shoulder
When I'm scared...hold my waist
When I look like something is bothering me...kiss me and tell me everything will be alright