I've decided to be creative
I want summer. I want Italy. I want a summer in Italy all by myself in an old Villa with a vineyard in the back. I want to fall in love. I want to fall in love with a nice Italian boy who I will move to my Villa to tend to my grapes and cook for me. I want to not care about what others think of me. In Italy that wouldn't even matter, I could be the crazy American with the distant eyes and the pretty smile. I could do whatever I wanted in Italy. I want to move there now, no, not now, in the summer. I want to live near Caroline who will need all the help she can get speaking to these strangers. I want to bring all my friends there too, but only to visit because I want to live a lone. As impossible that may seem for me.
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