selfish
Just when i thnk i am finally moving on my heart sucks me back in and i feel horrible all over. Sometimes i wish i could go back and figure out what went wrong. What i could have done better, but then i realize that it wasn't really my fault. No matter how much i tend to think i must have done something wrong it's really not about me at all. It's about him. I'm just being selfish thinking about myself. I want to move on, but then i feel guilty. There i go making it about me.