I hate myself for loving you
I woke up today. Woke up wide awake. In an empty bed staring at an empty room. I have myself to blame for the state I'm in today and dying doesn't seem so cruel andd I don't know what to say and I don't know anyway anymore.
You got what you deserved hope your happy now because everytime I think of someone else with you it's killin me inside and now I dread each day knowing that I can't be saved from the loneliness of beinig without you. I don't know what to do not sure that i'll pull through I wish you'd know. I hate myselffor loosing you. I'm seeing it all so clear. What do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why he's not here? What do you say when everything you said is the reason why he left you? How do you cry when every tear you shed won't ever bring him back again?
You got what you deserved hope your happy now because everytime I think of someone else with you it's killin me inside and now I dread each day knowing that I can't be saved from the loneliness of beinig without you. I don't know what to do not sure that i'll pull through I wish you'd know. I hate myselffor loosing you. I'm seeing it all so clear. What do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why he's not here? What do you say when everything you said is the reason why he left you? How do you cry when every tear you shed won't ever bring him back again?