Jun 15, 2004 00:04
yes, it is true i played some games on david, im here to make it right...this means everything to me getting him back...
tctc2004: your right i did play games....i try to make you believe that i was ok with out you!!!i broke down when you came, when i saw your sweet face, how do i go on with out you??im not ok, i told everyone on the internet that i was sorry, i did tell you sorry, you choose not to listen.you know i gave you time after we broke up to relize that i would wait, when i asked you, you said i didnt try, that fucking hurts. you didnt try hard at all,but i still stuck around why, cuz i love you!!well this has been along time a comming... and this isnt how i want to do this but its the only way....im sorry for playing games, i wasnt ok and i try to make you believe that i was.it wasnt nice and now i will deal with the consiquinces.
tctc2004: i gave you a long time to think what you wanted and you choose not to pick me, i was mad and hurt that you didnt love me enough to pick me...so out of pure evil i wanted to make you believe that i was happy with your choose and i didnt need you..i wanted you to hurt the way i hurt inside...being without you fucking kills me. its not that you werent important cuz i would drop anything to be with you, i just hurt so badly inside that i was just evil.
tctc2004: the love i once had for this world had left me when you drove away that sunday. the pain is still very much still here but after relizing that i hurt you...it was too late, i couldnt take it back, i wish we could go back in time, to the time we were once happy and all we wanted is to make each other happy.please take me back, i want to spend my whole life trying to make it up to you. your the guy i want to get married to, your the only guy that knows how to make me happy,your the guy that ive only been with and will stay that way,YOUR THE GUY THAT MY HEART BELONGS TO!!!im not lying anymore, take this for what its worth.i am in love with you!!
im not ashamed to admit that i was wrong, i screwed up,im worth nothing,i love this man and i made him believe something that wasnt true... I AM SORRY DAVID GLENNAN HOLLANDIII!!i was wrong for what i said, did , and made you believe.but i want this chance to make it up to you.i will spend my life trying to make it up, and making you happy, and what ever else you want.