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hmm i havent updated in a while. guess that`s what being grounded does to ya. I miss all my friends and hanging out with everybody =[ this sucks but hopefully i wont be grounded much longer. Alotta stuff hasn`t been makin much sense lately but i don`t really know how to explain it. Like my best friend - i feel like we barely know each other nemore. My friends seem different to me some how it`s like i`m missing something but i don`t know what it is. Maybe it`s jus me but things have been really akward between me and pat lately too; i mean it`s weird cuz we used to be close but now we barely talk. It`s been like that with a lotta people lately tho it seems. I dunno maybe i`m jus rambling on who knows. Neways i`m trying to get my grades up and i`m doing a pretty good job but i`m not really proud of myself i feel like i did something wrong with my life but i can`t figure it out. Then there`s my dad, that situation just sucks all together. We haven`t talked since he hung up on me maybe it isn`t a big deal to you but i mean no matter how long i try to forget about it or act like he`s jus not there i still end up crying about it. I mean he acts like i`m dead or something like i`m not even existing. If i did something so bad to deserve this i wish he would atleast have the common decency to tell me. I guess i better go this isn`t really going newhere neways right?
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hmm i havent updated in a while. guess that`s what being grounded does to ya. I miss all my friends and hanging out with everybody =[ this sucks but hopefully i wont be grounded much longer. Alotta stuff hasn`t been makin much sense lately but i don`t really know how to explain it. Like my best friend - i feel like we barely know each other nemore. My friends seem different to me some how it`s like i`m missing something but i don`t know what it is. Maybe it`s jus me but things have been really akward between me and pat lately too; i mean it`s weird cuz we used to be close but now we barely talk. It`s been like that with a lotta people lately tho it seems. I dunno maybe i`m jus rambling on who knows. Neways i`m trying to get my grades up and i`m doing a pretty good job but i`m not really proud of myself i feel like i did something wrong with my life but i can`t figure it out. Then there`s my dad, that situation just sucks all together. We haven`t talked since he hung up on me maybe it isn`t a big deal to you but i mean no matter how long i try to forget about it or act like he`s jus not there i still end up crying about it. I mean he acts like i`m dead or something like i`m not even existing. If i did something so bad to deserve this i wish he would atleast have the common decency to tell me. I guess i better go this isn`t really going newhere neways right?
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