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_how can this happen to me? am i really that bad of a person for God to make all this happen. why did he have to go now. right when i needed him the most. all i want is to feel myslef in his arms again and hear his voice... to feel his love when we hugged. but now all of that is gone. i wish i wasn't so mad at him. i wish i would have told him how much i loved him. i guess he never realized that if he was here with me and my sisters that he ouwld have been a lot better. i swear to God that if i see one of his friends they're gonna get it. they're most of the reason why he is gone.
_ this morning my mom and tom walk in my room, turn off my tv, and my mom lays next to me and kisses my cheek and tom sits be my feet and my mom says allison are you awake? and i said yes i am and she said are you tired and i said yes i am and then she says i have to tell you something. and i turn around and look at her and shes crying and tom looks really sad. i jump up and i say whats wrong!? and she said are you awake? and said yea wats wrong. and then she said " there's no easy way to say this..." and i lost it... i cried soo hard. and i said is it dad and she said yes and i cried even harder, and then i said did he die and she said ya. OMG i lost it. i could have died right then and there.i was crying sooo hard.ive been cryiong for the past4 hours now.
if you love someone and youre not sure if they know then tell them. you never know what can happen.
_ this morning my mom and tom walk in my room, turn off my tv, and my mom lays next to me and kisses my cheek and tom sits be my feet and my mom says allison are you awake? and i said yes i am and she said are you tired and i said yes i am and then she says i have to tell you something. and i turn around and look at her and shes crying and tom looks really sad. i jump up and i say whats wrong!? and she said are you awake? and said yea wats wrong. and then she said " there's no easy way to say this..." and i lost it... i cried soo hard. and i said is it dad and she said yes and i cried even harder, and then i said did he die and she said ya. OMG i lost it. i could have died right then and there.i was crying sooo hard.ive been cryiong for the past4 hours now.
if you love someone and youre not sure if they know then tell them. you never know what can happen.