Bad bad bad

[sweetest_light]

Today started out all right.  I was just taking care of some financial aid crap.  Then I saw that one of my student loans started billing me 2 months ago... without telling me or giving me any kind of repayment info!!!!!  So now I am behind on repaying until I can get my defferment and I don't have a cent to my name to pay with and I am not sure my mom has money to help out either so yay fro being screwed.  Thanks for letting me know direct loans.  Thanks.  So today I have felt like simultaneously throwing up and beating the crap out of basically anything.  This is such crap. 
I hate loans.  I hate money.  Wait till I tell my mom.