Inventory
Today I feel very frustrated with myself. I am not really sure why. I did decide to go back to my earlier post with my goals for the year. I am doing pretty well with them. I think what I need to work on is reading my Bible more. Also I need to work on procrastination and time managment. I have been doing better, but not good enough. I think this is partly what is frustrating me. I was going to make a super-schedule so that I could stay on top of things and maybe discover little pockets of time that I could use for things I want to do rather than have to do. Of course I never got around to that. Why is procrastination so difficult to shake off? I get so mad at myself for procrastinating, but it is my own stupid fault that I put things off. It isn't like I have anything major that I have been putting off, but I just want to get myself into new habits. It is so easy for me to pick at my faults rather than my improvements and goals I am doing well with.
I have been learning scripture, I haven't been allowing myself to get stressed, and I am not letting anyone steal my joy.
Something I feel I need to do is start exercising. Now my schedule isn't the best for that, but I am going to make it work. Anything will be an improvement from my doing nothing. So Wednesday afternoons, I am going to set aside an hour for exercising. I picked this time mainly because nobody else is at home then, so they can't make fun of me. I don't really want to go to the gym here since it is all army guys who use it, and I think it would be a little awkward. I wish I had a treadmill or elliptical machine.
Also, I am going to make an effort to eat better. I eat such crap most of the time. Also I have been eating our of boredom. Not good. I also need to make sure I am drinking more water. That is kind of a concern of my urologist. I need to drink more water so that nothing has time to crystalize in my kidneys so that no new stones form. Basically, I am not trying to deprive myself of the foods I like, but I need to incorporate more fruits and veggies into my eating habits. Anybody have any good ideas on how I can do this? Recipes? Tips? Suggestions?
Right now I am deleting all the music from my mp3 player and changing up what I have on there. I really would like some new music, but I can't really think of any mp3s I would like. I would like to get some of my favorite hymns and worship songs, but is it just me or are there no good versions of them out there? They are all either huge choral versions or lame interpretations by no name artists.
Now to finish my music project (which includes making a workout playlist...fun!)! Then of course I will do some homework.