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Where the hell did the summer go? It needs to be longer!!!
Don't make me go back.. not yet!
Been breaking down and crying randomly a lot this week.. while driving, at work, while with other people, at home...I've been really shaky and anxious as hell. I'm so nervous about leaving again, but also excited. It's a weird feeling.
This morning i went to Starbuck's with Steph, one of my best friends in the world who i have been close with for ten years now and got even closer with this summer. I woke up anxious and was really shaky as i sat down to talk to her because i had a lot to vent to her about... the first words out of her mouth were, "So you leave in like a week" and in the middle of starbuck's i just busted out crying and so did she. It was not a very good way to start out the day. lol
I would normally be SO fucking excited to go back.. meeting new people, football, basketball, MY NEW APARTMENT, new roommates... but i hate leaving people from home SO much and this year its the worst. There is this one person that is so hard to leave. The thought of not seeing him every day, or almost every day, makes me so sad it is unbelievable. I cannot even imagine going a week or two without this person... it seems unbearable :( You may think I am being ridiculous, but i'm so unbelievably sad...blah
MSU-one week!
Don't make me go back.. not yet!
Been breaking down and crying randomly a lot this week.. while driving, at work, while with other people, at home...I've been really shaky and anxious as hell. I'm so nervous about leaving again, but also excited. It's a weird feeling.
This morning i went to Starbuck's with Steph, one of my best friends in the world who i have been close with for ten years now and got even closer with this summer. I woke up anxious and was really shaky as i sat down to talk to her because i had a lot to vent to her about... the first words out of her mouth were, "So you leave in like a week" and in the middle of starbuck's i just busted out crying and so did she. It was not a very good way to start out the day. lol
I would normally be SO fucking excited to go back.. meeting new people, football, basketball, MY NEW APARTMENT, new roommates... but i hate leaving people from home SO much and this year its the worst. There is this one person that is so hard to leave. The thought of not seeing him every day, or almost every day, makes me so sad it is unbelievable. I cannot even imagine going a week or two without this person... it seems unbearable :( You may think I am being ridiculous, but i'm so unbelievably sad...blah
MSU-one week!