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:o( to all things.. including people not being at home when i visit them to whinge and sook and cry and then having to walk home with no ipod batteries...all after the fucking argjhhhhhhhhhhh bus ride of doom. and to cover charges in hippo always happening only when i'm going to civic JUST to go to hippo (and its free when we just walk past and go in) and to fucking..yyyyyyyooouuuuu who is laughing at me even bothering to make a fucking livejournal post because im upset about this. fuck. and i dont ever even use livejournal when im at home and i feel like a nut writing it at home and being on the computer when i get fucking paid to do this all day arghjafdl;aksdjfa;ldkfjas;dlfkjS:LDGKJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJFJASSDDDDDDDDDDDDDimgoingtobedfuckingfuckyoutohell.
and then to make myself feel better i call that fucking stupid boy thinking that maybe just once, just this fucking once, we'll get along like we used to and promising myself that if he doesn't answer i dont care if he doesnt call back. but i do :o( and THAT was only just as an attempt to make myself feel better PAHFUCKING.
argh i want my over fucking emotion git side to just fuck off so i can enjoy everythign else so much more.
and then to make myself feel better i call that fucking stupid boy thinking that maybe just once, just this fucking once, we'll get along like we used to and promising myself that if he doesn't answer i dont care if he doesnt call back. but i do :o( and THAT was only just as an attempt to make myself feel better PAHFUCKING.
argh i want my over fucking emotion git side to just fuck off so i can enjoy everythign else so much more.