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alright so i hope YOU read this.
ha.
i don't really know what's going on?
but i did something that pissed you off.
i'm not sorry i went to heather's.
i had fun.
and for you to ask me not to go...
i think that's wrong.
so if you're going to be mad at me, then fine.
but i could have handled the situation better.
and for this i am sorry.
and i'm sorry for what happened before too...
BELIEVE IT OR NOT is your choice
but know that i truly am.
but i'm not lying to you.
and i wasn't either.
but you go on and continue to think that i was...
whether or not you're going to continue to talk to me...
obviously i want you to.
but if you're not.
then i guess i'm finally going to move on...
get over almost two years worth of memories,
put what's in the past in the past...
and start my senior year without you in it.
i'm going to start fresh.
and without you.
(or HIM! it's already without him.)
which sounds crazy to me.
but i'm finally starting to accept
that i CAN ACTUALLY live without you in my life.
maybe that's for the best?
maybe things have just gotten too effed up for us.
maybe we can make it work.
whatev.
it's your call.
just know
that what ever you choose...
don't worry about me.
either way,
i'm going to be just fine
and it feels good :)
♥
ha.
i don't really know what's going on?
but i did something that pissed you off.
i'm not sorry i went to heather's.
i had fun.
and for you to ask me not to go...
i think that's wrong.
so if you're going to be mad at me, then fine.
but i could have handled the situation better.
and for this i am sorry.
and i'm sorry for what happened before too...
BELIEVE IT OR NOT is your choice
but know that i truly am.
but i'm not lying to you.
and i wasn't either.
but you go on and continue to think that i was...
whether or not you're going to continue to talk to me...
obviously i want you to.
but if you're not.
then i guess i'm finally going to move on...
get over almost two years worth of memories,
put what's in the past in the past...
and start my senior year without you in it.
i'm going to start fresh.
and without you.
(or HIM! it's already without him.)
which sounds crazy to me.
but i'm finally starting to accept
that i CAN ACTUALLY live without you in my life.
maybe that's for the best?
maybe things have just gotten too effed up for us.
maybe we can make it work.
whatev.
it's your call.
just know
that what ever you choose...
don't worry about me.
either way,
i'm going to be just fine
and it feels good :)
♥