now on a better note

[sweetearsofmine]

ok so i didnt get to beat the hell out of something, but i did get to have a good talk with Nick about how life sucks and you have to slap it back and whatnot. so that helped me realize that its not worth crying over cuz life isnt fair and mabey this wasn't ment to be. so then i decided to go to dinner at rsd applebees and see my friends from work. i met Ian and he made my night soo much better. he was soo sweet to me and i didnt even know him, we talked and he made me laugh a lot. ben, levi, sean and cody totally made me feel loved and britt offered an ass kicking but i said no, cuz at one time i thought the world of this guy and i dont wanna start stuff cuz then people get hurt that way. then she was like girl i gotcha back, and said to call her if a shiznit goes down. ::(i) shake head, oh god!:: so yeah well i still wounldnt exspect much or anything, from me still.

the key to getting back a friendship is to gain one thing ...

TRUST