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hmm so i love how everyone is just now beginning to realize what i have been saying all along! I have always said all the fighting between friends is stupid.. I never understood why everyone couldnt just get along! Okay yes some people have reasons and I totally understand that but that should have never messed up other friendships.. I just am ( Read more... )
I have never once went into anyones relationship and ruined them.. and if my friends did I am sorry but that has nothing to do with me..okay well first of all the boys i may have talked to called me they were the ones who wanted to be my friend.. I am not the one who intentionally talked to them to ruin anyones anything! and also some people I didnt even know they had g/fs or talked to anyone because to me they said things completely different.. also me being someones friend shouldnt affect the supposed "fine and dandy" relationships they had.. if it was truely that perfect then me being friends with people shouldnt have ruined it.. Also you must not know me very much at all.. You have no idea what I regret or what I care about.. so please dont act like you can speak for me.. there are many things that if I could I would take back because after I found out the truth about alot of things I did realize that some things should not have happened.. but I really dont think you be the one telling me what I care or regret because honestly I realized regretting things doesnt change anything.. everything happens for a reason and theres no point on living in the past! And I do care the I hurt people.. and that I may have been part of a reason why people broke up.. but honestly if you trust your boyfriends you should have known they wouldnt do something like that to you! I am not the kind of person who would intentionally try to hurt someone and steal there boyfriend! I would hate for that to happen to me so therefore I would never do that to anyone! And also me pushing people away has nothing to do with me not caring for them or just getting what I wanted and then throwing it away! I dont trust many people and as soon as they do one thing to lose my trust its hard for me to ever trust them again and so I end up pushing them away so that I can stop me from hurting them or them hurting me! Please dont act like you know anything that goes on in my life or my head because you obviously dont! And for you to wish things on me and my friends is real immature because never would I wish something like that on anyone.. I know how it feels to like someone and they go back to there ex gf or they end up messing around with other girls or just completely lie to you to your face.. and never would I wish that on you or anyone else! I just dont see how if something hurt you so bad why would you ever want to wish that on someone else even if you do hate them why would you want someone else to have to go through all that? You should also stop actting like your the only one that has so many problems in your life.. We all do we all deal with so much that we shouldnt have to be at 17 but we do and we all get through it yes we may all not seem like anythings wrong but trust me there is.. alot of us just dont announce it to the world.. I usually just put on a smile and act like nothings wrong.. so Yes you may think my life is just great and I have no feelings or care about anyone elses feelings but obviously you have me figured out so wrong.. And about me apologizeing now for things that happened in the past or whatever I may have said in my journal.. at the time when I did things I didnt think they were wrong I was so caught up in everything it didnt really affect me and now I realized some things I should have done differently.. but for you to make me and my friends out to be the only bad ones is completely ridiculous because you are just as bad if not worse then what we are.. No matter how perfect you may think you are you know there are things in your life that you shouldnt have done but did.. and there are many things you should apologize for but once again it will always be me and my friends who did it wrong and you'll always come out better because to you you do no wrong.. at least we can admit our mistake and apoogize.. I really dont think you should be criticizing us because we are the bigger people and we are the ones to say we know we were wrong.. but trust me it wasnt only us..
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