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Hmmm... I think I might start writing in this again.. Well lets see... Lots of things have happened lately.. umm Lifes so confusing!! So Friday was pep rally.. that was lots of fun.. Everyone kept talking bout how good we did.. I was real excited.. exhausted but excited.. hopefully we do just as good next week at pep rally again with our entire routine!! So hmm me and rachelle dont really talk anymore.. its all over stupid stuff.. and like me and shauna dont talk to her no more.. were all just real stubborn.. i dont know its werid tho cuz i had her sleep over friday?? but like i dont know i thought wed go back to normal but it hasnt.. like she still set on being right and i dont know really.. but anyways so friday it was neils party.. that was fun.. i was real sick tho.. i didnt really want to go but i havent hung out with anyone in so long i figured i might as well go for a lil bit so around like 10 me and rachelle walked over there and we stayed til like 1 30.. me and mike def sucked at beer pong lol.. but i was in a real aggravated mood.. plus i made him drink everything lol i didnt want to drink i didnt feel good and i dont know i just wasnt in the mood.. ugh josh and his iggnorant comments are real annoying!! omg so i accidently bump into him and im like im sorry im sorry and when i turn around hes like hitting his hand in his face like he was gonna hit me?!?!? Umm NO!! ugh boys i swear they annoy me!! so me and neil.. hmm we havent talked in a while.. like he didnt want to be friends so i just kinda let it alone but now he wants to talk and hang out again?? and i dont know i told him i want to be friends but i mean i dont know still after everything he said it really hurt.. i forgive him its just it still bothers me!! so saturday Tech won there game lol its 3-0 haha were better then grover lol neil trys to say there better but we so beat them!! hmm i lost my voice saturday night and its still not back yet i have like the worst sore throat ever and im getting sick!! Saturday was lots of fun tho.. I hung out with Mal and all them.. we went moonlight bowling ha goodtimes..haha Paul was super funny.. trying to do his dance.. telling corey he ruined it.. ha that was great.. Pauls the funniest person I know!! he always makes me laugh and hes like super nice!! Him and Mal are just too cute together!! ah and hes like super confusing too at magic tricks.. hes just to good at them.. he had me lost for i swear it felt like a hour on the same trick!! but anyways Sunday I hung out with laur for like the first time in forever!! i miss her!! we havent done anything in like forever!! Its so weird!! we use to be together constantly and then like after we got in the stupid fight we havent really been together at all and now with school dance and cheerleader im like so busy!! plus im suppose to have a job at jubilee? who knows bout that! so dont want to work there but its a job.. and i def need money!! but yea sunday i had fun with laur.. oh and so yesterday laur calls and wants me to go to timmys hockey game so when i get out of practice i came home got ready and went there.. well if i so remembered that i was going to be missing 7th heaven everwood road rules and growing up gotti i would of never went lol but no we had fun laur got in a fight with a old guy haha crazy!! So today hmm had that college thing to go to which was super boring it was like all crowded you could barely move but laur and all them were there so we all just basically talked.. College stuff is so confusing!! i dont know what i want to be! I thought teacher?!?! but they get no money.. maybe psychology?? who knows im so lost and college applications are confusing!! Ah I just want to stay in high school its so much easier! omg so tell me why corey who hasnt talked to me in so long calls me wanting to go on my screen name saturday and i was like ya cuz i wasnt home i didnt care well tell me why sunday im on and he kicks me off while im in a middle of doing a project then trys saying it wasnt him?!? i was like wow are you kidding me?? ugh hes so different noW!! I miss him tho.. i wish we were at least friends its so weird not being able to talk to him every day like even when we didnt go out we were together constantly and always talking.. even during the summer we talked we didnt see eachother but i still considered him a friend.. now its like he doesnt know me?? its so weird.. its kind of sad.. oh well tho ill get over it its really not a big deal!! Aw I got my pictures developed the other day.. theres real cute pics of like cheerleading and camping and stuff.. SO One Tree Hill Real World and Laguna Beach is all on tonight!! Im real excited about it!! oh well i dont know I have dancing at 7 30.. maybe I'll right later.. love always me*