Nov 06, 2006 16:07
I have a headach and it wont go away i've been having many MANY bad days... I Just can't put up with it anymore i tried being the good person the bigger person showing her that im better.. Person but she just likes to shove ur face in the dirt...
I don't know what the hell he sees in her i like the real ***** that i met at the mall...
So many things are going wrong in my life I've becoming upset and distressesed.. I'm hiding all my problems into happyness FAKE HAPPYNESS might i add i just need HELP
Listen to my myspace song the ont thing is that i dont cut my self.....
Solemn October
why must i die a little everyday?
i'm colder; must older than you
but there's still no difference anyway
cause my sentiments are true
but it goes on and on
the cut gets deeper and deeper
the words aren't enough
and the hill gets steeper upwind
you can't go on instinct i guess
i knew it all along
life is just a way of learning how to
how to make believe
life can be something better then what you
could ever see
the last and final chance
to let this go
as i tried to hold on
you have no on that you can show
how hard it is to already know
to sing the same sad songs
the words get deeper and deeper
the cut never heals
i haven't slept in years
cause i'm so tired
(CHORUS)
what a way to go
you were never ready to know
what a way to see
when nothing is what it seems to be