Jul 20, 2006 16:23
You sometimes ppl don't don't relize how much frens mean to u until u lost them . .
Well i kno i have i mean i kno i always hard her as a fren its just that since i moved i've relized how much more of a fren she was then i had thought now shes like a 837249794732 % of a fren now then a 100% <333 I love her tonz n tonz n tonz... You see I'm a person that like never crys unless its 4 a guy that i like alot but see thats where things go wrong n then they start to change, Well Now i kno i can cry 4 my best Fren She was there 4 me Everytime i need her, we would have late night talks, gush about boys, Talk about each others problems that we have or had...
But now that i'm gone or moved everything has changed ! I moved to a new state, and with a 3 hr differance its now harder to stay in touch with her then ever no matter what we do its like we can never talk to each other... Except for MYSPACE that about the only thing that lets us keep in touch cuz when she calles me i'm most likly sleeping already but i try to stay up n take her calls if she calls me . .
I have to listen to slow songs that some times scream to think about our fren shio i just wish that she had the money to come and visit me or i had the money to go n visit her but i don't n nither does she have the $$ u kno.....
So i guess this is where i do my part n cry again even though i rather not but that only shows how much of a fren she is to me no other fren ment as much as she did i mean i had a few other frens that i loved but she was like my sister she was family to me even in those times when we weren't frens 4 3 monthes......
I hope things get better :)
Its time for me to say good bye...
LOve u gurl