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i find myself pathetically longing for something i really dont need
but its out there.. and im ready to find it. its hard to see all my friends with that one.. im glad to see them all so happy but it would be so much easier to just have it myself. him...
someone that would rather on a friday night sit at home with me than go out with his friends
whos arms i fit perfectly into when i need comfort
someone that kisses me on the forehead and cheek more than he kisses me on the lips
who wants me to hang out with his friends with him.. but doesnt change when hes around them
someone with a good heart that likes me for who i am.. not who i could be
who i can confide in for serious matters.. but later can cheer me up just by smiling at me
someone to act as stupid as i do.. to just have fun with
who wears my favorite cologne everytime i see him
someone who doesnt notice the difference whether im in beat up sweats or my best jeans and jacket
who thinks that to him there is something special about me.. that he just cant put his finger on..
someone to be my best friend.. my everything
i dont need flowers.. chocolate.. every friday night of his life.. or his undying attention. i just need to know that i can take a risk and not get hurt, and to know that he cares. and im ready to have it all.. im ready to find him..