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saying goodbye is not an easy thing to do. i dont deal well with change.. and the term goodbye is most usually associated with a fairly large change in life. in fact i may even go so far as to say i hate it. i also have now come to hate the war on iraq. i hate whoever sends people over there. i hate the government that just decides to send soldiers over seas and rip their families apart. i hate that it had to be my cousin, and my family. i hate that he was a newlywed and now saying goodbye to his new wife for a year and a half. i hate that i grew up with him and never went more than 2 weeks without seeing him, yet now i will have to experience everything in my life between now and the middle of my senior year.. without him. i hate that he wont be there to see me at homecoming or at my 16th birthday or when i get my license. i hate that he may not even see me for my senior prom or my highschool graduation. i hate that someone i love has to be ripped apart from me without any say on our part. i hate that although its a slight chance, there is a chance that i will never see him again. someone thats impacted my life in many ways, is now gone. and i hate that i have to say goodbye.