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Is it better to not know and be happy than to know the truth and take a risk of not being happy anymore?
can you say constant sheet of naive blinding my vison constantly.
sad thing is all i do is grasp the sheet and pull it around my head tighter.
I guess im content always having the questions dangling.. because that means that my .0001% chance is also there dangling. but im afraid i cant let it go on for too much longer. WHY am i so scared to just ask the questions? Im not afraid of being hurt.. i can take it. Im not afraid of being rejected.. ive spent my whole life alone. So then WHY do i let everything dwell for SO long..
can you say constant sheet of naive blinding my vison constantly.
sad thing is all i do is grasp the sheet and pull it around my head tighter.
I guess im content always having the questions dangling.. because that means that my .0001% chance is also there dangling. but im afraid i cant let it go on for too much longer. WHY am i so scared to just ask the questions? Im not afraid of being hurt.. i can take it. Im not afraid of being rejected.. ive spent my whole life alone. So then WHY do i let everything dwell for SO long..