I used to call you friends.....
eh..screw it people. i am tired of trying to be the person everybody wants. i had a nice long conversation with carrie, and thats what i came up with. its true, i have always tried to be the person that has no emotions so that others dont freak out, so that they ahve somebody to come to. i am stil there for all of my wonderful friends -- and anybody -- if they need me. but i am tired of crying to myself because nobody gives a damn about me. yea, this is a very self absorbed entry, but i have ruined my high school life for you people..and what do i get? nothing....because you guys are too absorbed in your own little dramas to worry about the kind of hell you are putting other people through. i used to call you friends...now i see the truth. im tired of your warn out lies...calls when you guys are fighting with each other for me to come clean up the pieces...whatever kids.